[r a n d o m h u m a n]

Right now, I’m in that strange place where I stop trying to control everything, stop trying to figure it all out and just let myself be. I always end up here after a period of extreme confusion and emotional turmoil.

It never lasts.

A very delicate thing, this peace. I want to stay here forever, but every move I make upsets the balance . Even my awareness and awknowledgement of it is a sign of my relentless self-assessment kicking back in. Soon, the confusion will return.

This is just the eye of the storm.

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