Archive for May, 2004

Meanwhile… Somewhere else…

Thursday, May 27th, 2004

What was I doing anyway? Oh, that’s right, I was studying for a degree. I was going to be a Computer Scientist. That is, until an act of subconcious sabotage threw everything off kilter. I don’t think I want to be a Computer Scientist anymore. That is to say, I wouldn’t mind it, but becoming one wouldn’t make me complete, and working towards becoming one isn’t making me happy.

So I guess I’ll go home and listen to my parents rant on and on about how stupid I am, demanding to know what I plan to do with my life, on and on about money and qualifications and wasted time. Some good points I must admit, some ridiculously stupid ones, lots of unnecessary abuse and pressure, and a total lack of consideration for the most important thing: what I want.

Smurfette!

Thursday, May 27th, 2004

This is Karen. I’m not sure if I’m allowed put this picture up (she’s shy. Aw.), but I haven’t been told not to, so I’m going to do it anyway. Muahahahaha!

Overlord Bush

Monday, May 24th, 2004

Now, I think I should qualify my creation of this image by stating that I do not actually think Bush is a fascist. He hasn’t declared himself absolute ruler of the American people, for a start. And although his “war on terror” and the accompanying rhetoric have all the hallmarks of a holy war, his policys aren’t out-and-out racist, anymore than US policy always has been. Also, if I’m not mistaken, fascism implies a certain amount of nationalization and the severing of relations with other countries, which would be incompatible with US capitalist ideology.

On the other hand, I really don’t think he’s a very nice guy. What better way to express that than with a swastika, the most powerful symbol of evil our civilization has yet produced?

There’s always a first time

Monday, May 17th, 2004

Since I moved in I cursed this place. Despite the atrocious mess on my desk, the piles of books, cds and rubbish, the clothes heaped on the floor, this room did not feel even remotely like home. It’s still sterile, with the blank off-white walls and hideous flourescent lights. Cold and awkward.

But last night, something happened. I smoked a bowl and started to freak out that I didn’t belong in the place, that I had no connection with anything around me. So I decided to watch a dvd to distract myself. I piled all my quilt into one corner of my bed as a makeshift armchair, turned on the heater, turned off the light, and curled up watching red dwarf. By the time I was done, the place felt like home.

It occurs to me now that you can make anywhere feel like home, it just takes a bit of effort to arrange things the way you like them. There’s loads of things I could have done, like buying a longer ethernet cable and an extension cord so I could use my laptop in bed for more than a couple of hours (or with the screen on full brightness), or I could have make-shifted myself some extra shelves for all the crap I tend to accumulate. I definitely could have bought more posters, because looking at 150 odd square feet of white wall does my head in. I should have got a small lamp for beside my bed too, so I wouldn’t have to rely on the flourescents. It would have been great!

But the years nearly over now. Only a couple of weeks to go and I’ll be back in Galway, and then next year I’ll be in some new place. Hopefully it’ll be somewhere closer to my taste, but if not, at least I’ll know I can do something about it.

An even more rambling reply

Saturday, May 15th, 2004

A reply to this post by Bob.

The strange thing is, I agree wholeheartedly with many of the conclusions that a rejection of absolute morality lead you to, although you seem to think that they are somewhat ridiculous.

Slavery is a perfect example. I happen to think slavery is wrong, not because some ineffable higher power tells me so, but because it causes suffering to other human beings. However, I do not hold that that judgement is in any way absolute. If the prevailing opinion of society was that slavery was a positive thing, that the suffering of a mass of people for the benefit of another mass of people was acceptable, or even desirable, what good would appealing to absolutes or gods do me?

And there we have a hint of Christianity’s origins. At the time of Jesus, the Roman Empire was supported by a huge mass of slaves. Neither the Roman religion nor Judaism had anything in particular to say against this, as far as I know (I’m a little unsure of the details here). Now, I’m sure not all the jews were slaves, but they were an oppressed people, servile to the empire. Unfortunately for them, the morals that would have condemned slavery and their condition of oppression as wrong simply did not exist. Those “absolutes” were not yet absolute. Christian morality, then, is simply a set of ideas that evolved out of social and historical circumstance as a reaction against the dominant ideology of the time.

The question of historical right and wrong is largely a moot point in any case. The fact of the matter is that slavery, both in terms of the slave-based empires of antiquity and more recently on the American continent, were necessary stages in the evolution of civilization. Todays slavery is an unfortunate product of the capitalist system, another necessary step in that evolution. Socialism is the next step. Capitalism is not, and does not have to be absolutely wrong and socialism absolutely right for the next step to be taken. Is fascism wrong? I think so. Absolutely? No. Fascism arose as a reaction against the failed social revolutions that took place in Europe at the time. Until it became a threat to the capitalist classes in other countries, it was applauded by them. Look at US imperialism, where morality has become a tool to manipulate people. Zionism is actively supported by the US government. Baathist oppression and brutality in Iraq was ignored until it became clear that Saddam Hussein wasn’t going to play ball. They then embarked on a genocide campaign of their own by systematically bombing Iraqi water supplies, which couldn’t be repaired due to UN sanctions. Now they’re going all out to impose American “freedom” on part of the muslim world, a people with an entirely different set of “absolutes”. Many people support this. My opinion differs from theirs, but they aren’t wrong in an absolute sense.

But maybe I’m getting a little side-tracked. I’m not great at explaining what I think.

I agree that happiness isn’t a great basis for morality, but many people do judge right and wrong on this basis. So what? Why are you looking for some universal way for society to decide an absolute moral code? Isn’t that gods job? And what good would such a universal code do, god-given or not? Indeed, what good does the christian moral code do in our society? What was that figure, 87% i think, of the Irish population consider themselves catholics. So I would assume that it is the catholic moral code that would be taken as “absolute” in this particular corner of the world, despite the myriad of other moral codes represented by the other 13%. So who is responsible for our culture of materialism, violence and idol worship? These are all things deemed wrong by catholicism.

Anyway, it is the chaotic and uncertain mess that you suggest in your last paragraph. Hobo-bashing maybe be largely considered wrong, but allowing people to go without shelter seems to be perfectly acceptable. This is not because any higher power, individual or group, or society as a whole sat down and reasoned out that that was how it was going to be. It’s just the consensus. Yesterdays virtue is todays sin, and tomorrow there will be a new consensus. No god or overarching moral code is going to change that.

Holy Occupation, Batman!

Thursday, May 13th, 2004

Well it looks like the US occupation of Iraq is coming apart at the seams. Bush’s approval rating are even down to (gasp!) 44%. Will Donald Rumsfeld be able to squirm his way out of some very hot water?? Will George succeed once again in duping the American public?? Could rigging the elections work a second time around??

Find out next week, same Bat time, same Bat channel…

EV Nova

Tuesday, May 4th, 2004

Ow, my head.

Instead of studying last night I stayed up until 5am playing computer games. And then again after my exam today. Turns out that if I want to get past a certain point in the missions, I must register. Fair enough says I, tis well worth it for the hours of entertainment it’ll provide. But of course, now I have to go about getting a money order, posting it off, waiting for a reply…

Quite convenient really. Now I might actually get some work done.