[r a n d o m h u m a n]

It’s all gone pear-shaped. Life could not be more fucked up than it is right now. And yet… I suspect that how great it was recently was just an illusion. No, that’s not true. It’s been real. Fucked up. Painful. Intense. But real. Maybe I even learned something.

Ha ha, I’m not going to explain. Suckers.

I’m fighting sleep right now. When it gets to 7:15 and you’ve to be up by 7:45 to get ready for your second programming lecture of the year, there’s really no point. On the other hand, I already know what it’s going to be about. I already understand the concepts of objects and classes (yawn).

Oh goodnight.

It’s been a while. I was busy with college. Christmas was shit. New years was worse. Soon I’ll be back in Cork though, and everything will be ok… Strange how it feels like home. I don’t feel like I can do anything in Galway. I don’t do much of interest in Cork, but the possibilities are there.

My projects for the new year include quitting smoking (lies, all lies), getting a decent job that’s not too much work, saving for the summer and connecting to the Cork wireless network. They’re all going to be quite tricky. I also get to set up linux on my girlfriends new computer and teach her how to use it. That one will be fun and easy. If I actually do quit smoking I might join the orienteering club in the college as well. I used to enjoy that. I’d even go so far as to say I miss it.

Ah yes, starting to feel better again already. Tomorrow I’ll be back in Cork, Tuesday I’ll see my girlfriend and then I’ll be back on track. This year might even turn out ok.