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back home after a week and a half at dads with only like 5 mins on the internet
not happy about this whole situation with my parents, theyre taking it to court now which can only mean bad things, luckily i should be out of here next year and into uni (hopefully), but i still worry about what itll do to my family, which sucks.

Party was great, I drank more last night than ive ever had in one sitting before. Got completely hammered, and it felt like it too. felix dave and tim are stayinbg over tonigt aswell (just writing then entry then im sleeping).

Despite that im still not completely happy, feeling really depressed actually, which sucks, especially since i dont want to be. Its putting alot of doubt about my future into my mind, and i just filled out my uni application a few days ago and i can change preferences for the next few months. I thought I knew exactly what I wanted to do but now im not so sure, its disconcerting.
Then theres my usual unhappy reasons .

Barbara send me an email from Barcelona.. HI BARB, ill email you back soon, i promise, just lots of stuff happening and ive started the reply about 5 times and find im having trouble writing what i want to say down. Ill get round to it.

tbats all I can say for now, my brain is a bit addled, i think i did some bad things last night (not bad bad, just think i may have endangered a friendship), ill make a happier, more eventful entry after ive slept.

party in 4/5 hours, a few people are coming round soon (early) and I think they want to have a LAN in the middle fo the other party…. hell im not going to stop them, this should be amusing one way or the other, i wonder if theyll pull it off.

THAT WAS FUN!
I didnt expect it to be, but I had a great time, mick was there with jude, grace etc etc. music, bbqs and a GENEROUS amount of alcohol consumption
Ahhh that house would be the best place in the world for a party if I could convince a group of us to go up there for a week… sort of like american pie 2 i guess.

hehehe bobbie, sheek, shu and me went to a second hand cd store and bought a copy of Giants Citizen Kabuto… ohhh man that game is outrageous, a game for FUNS sake rather than trying to get the highest score or anything, i love it.
Also, I discovered a fellow trance lover, Shu man you rock for liking trance but ohhh man you need to get a copy of some of mine, Ive listened to yours and its… LESBIAN I think the word is

just makeing a few minor changes to layout, nothing major, I dont think ill be changing the colour scheme, though I might I still dont know, depends how bored I am .

yep, got completely smashed last night, loved every minute of it
Ryan and I had a drink to Mrs West, for letting us sing Khe Sahn every business studies lesson “she brought out the song in us”. Im at great odds with everyone in my year (and now we all go different ways ), but the up side is a HUGE increase in parties for the next few months, and the fun factor is way up after the hsc (*after*).

Hehehehe Ryan and Josh were by FAR the most gone of anyone, they were so funny to watch, they had a whole audience for their jokes, and josh if you read this I hate to tell you but Lambkin recorded 30minutes of your antics. MUAHAHAHAHAHA

well im over her, didnt really take long did it but we never really got into a deep relationship, we didnt talk about past, about feelings, about anythign important really. I was thinking about it and i realised I dont really know much more about her than when I first met her, which is sad but oh well.

On a slightly related note, only 4 days of school left (only 3 really, we dont go much on friday) and a heap of parties and lots of drinking coming up. PFFFT who knows maybe Ill even manage to hook up with someone amidst all the chaos (*looks around hopefully*)…

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finally people are starting to take to Steam, im seeing a huge increase in bandwidth avaliable (1450mb/s at the moment), theres about 8 times the number of servers on it now as there was when i started using it, and the userbase should be approaching the 500,000 mark (if not higher now then it certainly will be in a week when WON is liquidated.

well yeah its strange but i really dont feel that bad that its over, maybe thats cause we didnt end up seeing each other much anyways.. and ive also got a shitload of parties and schoolies and fun comign up so yeah DISTRACTION!

oh well shit happens

DUMPED!

well Valve released the first non beta version of steam today.. .and its a bit controversial.

I like it personally but then its been working perfectly for me and the extra features it gave are all the sorts of things ive been wanting in halflife and halflife based stuff for years so… kekekeke

Woa, i just looked at my blog and realised how long ive had the computer set up with the beanbag… i dont think i could go back to using a deskchair again, id be like cutting off an arm

oh yeah and i should slep aswell shouldnt i, been up for a day and a half now

Its handed in, the product is set up in the library ready for marking tomorrow afternoon, nothing to do now except wait and see how i went… and wait for the end of the week when itll be a weekend (no shit) and exams for a few of my friends will be ovewr with so party party parety (i fucking hope anyways)

ok ive done as much as i can without going to school – ill have to go early i think if im going to get it done, but oh well

still gotta do the diary (no small task), fill out the time action plan and take a photo of the finished product… bah

meanwhile i just had 3 really good games of NS, ahh i love the ealrymorning/late night croud – all the 12yr olda re in bed by that time so yeah its generally more pleasant

well im almost done, ill have to goto school early tomorrow so i can print out the diary i have on the computers there and stick it in my folio, still gota do a gantt chart for the project (yeah i know its meant to be done at the beginning, but at the beginning i had no idea what steps i should follow so PAH!) and i might take some pictures of the finished product if theres time. and right now i guess i should write my evaluation and do that chart, then play games until everyone else wakes up cause if i goto sleep now i wont wake up in time for tomorrow, and besides i wanna late night game some more, its been a while…

last assignment of the year… finally

I finished buuilding my dt project a week ago and now the portfolio is due tomorrow and thats it, no more assignment… one problem, i havent finished the portfolio yet

so looks like itll be an all nighter for me, but if i manage to get this in on time the next few weeks will be brilliant fun relaxing fun fun

Thats it mini lans are the go, they require no organisation, you arent left feeling crudy, and they are SOOO much fun. Whats not to like
just had one with Felix and it was great fun, im considering permanentoly moving my computer to beanbag level, as it is im gonna leave it here for a few days until i decide whether its just a novelty or something icould actually do on a regular basis… either way woooooop woop woop woop woop