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omg did I really write that angsty shit in the last entry? pah!
SCHOOLIES! YEAH! ALCIMOHOL!

ignore that last entry about friendship. After all the FUCKED UP dreams I had last night I realise just how full of shit that was, maybe it was something i ate…. BAH!

(dream: the house, the pool, the conforntation, the walkout, the punchup, hopefully thats enough to remind me in a weeks time without giving anything away)
(also: the threat, the suicide, the indiference -sidenote)

Tomorrow I goto schoolies… no internet

*exeunt*

OMFG I am soo looking forward to this (possibly even more than schoolies given my lack of money for schoolies ) http://www.woodfordfolkfestival.com/main/index.html

heres a small SMALL sample of the artists performing:
Machine Gun Fellatio
The John Butler Trio
Regurgitator
Ember Swift
Resin Dogs
The Beautiful Girls
The Cat Empire
Xavier Rudd
The Happy Sideshow
Good Buddha
The Baggsmen
Entropic

HOW GOOD IS THAT!
small, better known artist link.

Ive come to realise that theres nothing more comforting than spending a day with friends, and I dont mean just associates, or people you know and get along with. I mean people who are actively your friends, people I can trust, I feel safe with, and ultimately completely comfortable and at ease. Its the best feeling knowing that there are other people in the world who accept you, who will be there for you, and who you can at random times sit down and have fun with.
I know this sounds sappy, and maybe a tad cliche, but hey if youre reading this then you can expect to be reading my thoughts and feeling (SOME of the time ) and this is how i feel so NYER!

If any of my friends are actually reading this I just want to thankyou for everything, and heres to many good times to come.

http://www.nsplayer.org.au/forums/

Just an excerpt from my column on nsp. Seemed relevant *shrugs*.

Ok a few weekends back I went bushwalking… in 38 degree heat… up a mountain (750m above sea level). yeaaaaah FUN (*dripping sarcasm*), especially without anyone else my own age there.

Just thought Id share this with everyone (was commenting on it to felix, he directed me at my column with a giant finger of authority!).

sun, beach, fuin fun funfun its all so good

SCHOOLIES! woot! so close!

excited.. words… broken

ok thats it im sick of this, im gonna get round to updating my site, and ill start with this blog. the layout should change a fair bit soon.

OMG i so need some, quick, anyone i know in real life who reads this, got 3d goggles? (those ones with red and green/blue)

heheh this is so cool, its moving to the music in 3d…

its fucked

YEAH YOU HEARD ME WORLD YOU CAN GO AND DIE ANYTIME SOON, K THX BYE

it just one fucking thing after another isnt it, and now the one thing i thought i had covered, fucking computers, the one thing im fucking decent at and it wont even fucking work. fuck. Deus Ex 2 fucking . fuck fuck fuck WORK FUCKING GODDAMNIT.

excert from my FOD diary about why I blog.

Well why do i bother blogging? whats the point of typing up/writing down the stuff I do? I dont write things Im not willing to share with multiple people (its all public entries or i keep it in my head), if I want to say something to only one person the entries become cryptic, or I tell the person directly.
So if all im posting is superficial bullshit then why do I bother?
Simple. Theres some things I WANT other people to know, theres some things I need to tell people and I dont have the courage to say to their face, theres stuff thats very personal/private for me and I want other people to see and talk to me about it. Lots of the stuff I bother putting in there for nostalgic purposes… Ill look back in a years (or 2 or 3 etc) time and see what i was doing and thinking, its a record. history. mine.
Also, god forbid, its a way of keeping in contact with some people i dont really see anymore, who may or may not be my friends (i guess its irrelevant). Its also one of the few common links (bridges) left and im not willing to let it go. SO PFFFFT!

FUCK this is the most unorganised, fucked up collection ive ever seen.
The songs dont have any sort of naming scheme (all named differently), there are duplicates all over the place, empty tracks, incomplete tracks, the temporary wave files generated by whatever program he used to rip some of this are still in there taking up a huge amount of space, there are some songs that have been ripped that are all concatenated into one giant file, the albums dont have tracklists to go with them, some arent even named at all (just track 1, track 2 etc) ARGH FUCKING HELL, this is an OCD fucking nightmare.

(note to self, taunt James and mess around with his stuff next lan… also, screw his collection in such a way that he HAS to go through and organise it… its for his own good )

argh shes busy till the end of time!
(^^^cryptic note to myself for when i look back at all these in the future )

*sigh* oh well guess its not personal to me or anything, but its just bad and not good (yeah both), also its making me think of her more and feel more lonely when i really shouldnt, i mean shit im seeing a fair bit of my friends, things in general are alrigh and ive got parties coming up… but fuck its just not enough.

OMG Australia sucked that game, they SUCKED!….
meanwhile im in love with mango dacaris :D

bored bored bored bored bored
need contact with the outside world (ie not on a friggin computer)

formal was great. fun fun fun. afterformal was… woa!

so much stuff happened, that one night should provide enough gossip for.. well maybe a week or so, but thats a fair bit really.

omfg

omg thank fuck im back, and i luuuuub technology =P

having nothing while walking and then having to listen to 6 hours of dads crappy music makes me appreciates mp3s on a new level.

got bushwalking this weekend. should be good, not looking forward to the massive car drive there though. I was allowed to bring one friend, asked around and noone wanted to go, finally one person would love to go and FUCK THEY CANT COME! *sigh* oh well its a pity but i should still have an alright time.

GOT EM! hahah 100%

was actually kinda funny, there were 3 testing stations and two of them had people doing tests whod been there for 30mins already, i sat down, did the entire thing in 10mins and got 100%, they finished 10mins after me and failed. smug smug smug smug smug.