Party was great, I drank more last night than ive ever had in one sitting before. Got completely hammered, and it felt like it too. felix dave and tim are stayinbg over tonigt aswell (just writing then entry then im sleeping).
Despite that im still not completely happy, feeling really depressed actually, which sucks, especially since i dont want to be. Its putting alot of doubt about my future into my mind, and i just filled out my uni application a few days ago and i can change preferences for the next few months. I thought I knew exactly what I wanted to do but now im not so sure, its disconcerting.
Then theres my usual unhappy reasons 
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Barbara send me an email from Barcelona.. HI BARB, ill email you back soon, i promise, just lots of stuff happening and ive started the reply about 5 times and find im having trouble writing what i want to say down. Ill get round to it.
tbats all I can say for now, my brain is a bit addled, i think i did some bad things last night (not bad bad, just think i may have endangered a friendship), ill make a happier, more eventful entry after ive slept. 